This anger can't be hold no more. This emotion can't be control no more. All of this should be let out or I will blow up and killing some body. I will be feel so bad and hurting my self. I will be grumpy and treat people bad. I will be shout any around me. How I can control this anger, how I can control this emotion if nobody understand me. I should be angry and hurting people. But no place for me to spill out all of this. Doing shout in quite place even not helped to make me calm down. Praying even don't have it's power to make me calm down. Where is the devil when I need them to help me spill out all of this? Where is angel to help me calm down my self? Where is God to lead me being a good girl? They all not here, and I leaving alone by them. No one willing to take me or help me. I kind of unrecognized creature. What am I if no God or Angel, even Devil willing to have me as their follower..???
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